My maternal grandfather was my first exemplar of bigotry.
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Let Us Get Beyond Prejudice
In the shadowy underbelly of society, where the sun’s rays fail to penetrate and the air hums with a palpable tension, lurks the insidious specter of racial prejudice. This pernicious force, cloaked in the guise of ignorance and fear, has long cast its dark shadow over the human race, weaving a tapestry of injustice and oppression.
Like a creeping vine, racial prejudice entwines itself around the very fabric of society, choking out the seeds of empathy and understanding. It manifests in myriad forms, from the blatant acts of discrimination that scar our collective conscience to the subtle, insidious biases that permeate our daily interactions.
In the hearts of those who harbor racial prejudice, a deep-seated fear takes root, a fear of the unknown, the different, the other. This fear, nurtured by generations of misinformation and misunderstanding, breeds a sense of superiority, an arrogance that blinds individuals to the inherent value of every human being.
The victims of racial prejudice bear the brunt of this toxic burden, their lives marred by the sting of discrimination and the weight of marginalization. Their dreams are stifled, their opportunities curtailed, their voices silenced, as they navigate a world that often seems determined to deny them their rightful place.
Yet, amidst the darkness of racial prejudice, there flickers a beacon of hope, a testament to the indomitable spirit of humanity. Countless individuals, from all walks of life, have dedicated themselves to dismantling the walls of prejudice, their voices echoing through the corridors of time, calling for a world where equality reigns supreme.
These champions of justice understand that true progress is not merely about dismantling the outward manifestations of prejudice; it is about transforming the very hearts and minds of those who harbor it. It is about fostering a culture of understanding, where differences are celebrated rather than feared, and where the inherent worth of every individual is recognized and respected.
The path to overcoming racial prejudice is undoubtedly long and arduous, fraught with challenges and setbacks. Yet, the journey is also one of profound significance, an opportunity to reshape the very foundations of our society, to create a world where the promise of equality is not merely an abstract ideal but a tangible reality.
As we strive to dismantle the barriers of prejudice, let us remember the quoted words of Alice Walker, a writer who dared to confront the darkest corners of the human psyche: “The most dangerous monsters are not those that lurk in dark places but those that walk among us disguised as friends and family.”
Let us be vigilant in our quest for justice, for the eradication of prejudice is not merely a social endeavor; remembering that it is a moral imperative. Let us challenge our own biases, confront our own fears, and embrace the transformative power of empathy and understanding. Only then can we hope to create a world where the specter of racial prejudice fades into oblivion, replaced by a radiant dawn of equality and justice for all.
A long way
Nancy, our new office manager, was pushing hard on everyone in the clinic to sign up for a rafting trip. She had gone with the same outfit before and assured us it would be wonderful. We would all simply blast off in carpools after work on Friday for the 7- hour trip to the Klamath River, have a great 2 days on the river, and hightail it back to Oakland Sunday night. We were all young then and this almost sounded reasonable.
Our workplace, La Clinica de la Raza, was still small then, nestled in the very urban Fruitvale section of town, the heart of the Spanish-speaking community. The clinic had been founded by Chicano public health activists, inspired in part by the Farmworker movement. Spanish-speaking people had problems getting medical care—it was expensive, not in a language they understood, not in the neighborhood, and it could be unsympathetic or dismissive. Often, they did without. The clinic was scattered over several clumsily converted houses and buildings, with a colorful mural on the dental services building, designed to be a welcoming place. The staff was drawn largely from the local first and second generation Mexican or Central American immigrant community, though mostly the health professionals were not. We all did speak at least passable Spanish, since all services were offered in both English and Spanish, and we were there because we were enthusiastic about the project (certainly not for the pay). It was a wonderful group of co-workers.
In addition to work in the clinic itself, we cultivated sympathetic specialists and we provided important medical, language, and emotional support for those who were hospitalized, sometimes in the face of blatant attempts to exclude clinic patients. I was present at in the obstetrics department meeting at Alta Bates hospital where they discussed ways to limit hospital privileges for our staff to get a better “patient mix”, one that would reimburse more and wouldn’t make the other patients feel they were in a welfare ward (read: nonwhite and poor). Later I would testify about this when the hospital sought to use Hill-Burton money (federal funds that require some community services) for expansion. Advocacy was integral to the work, and it still is.
Overall, I felt lucky to be immersed in the general culture of the Clinica familia. Across the street were a Mexican grocery, burrito stand, flower store and funeral parlor. A panaderia and a few restaurants were nearby, and mobile paletta or elote carts hawked treats. You could buy balloons or pillows from other street vendors. The bank on the corner had been closed but there was a tiny shop where you could wire money to family outside the US, and a post office around the corner that always had a long line of people trying to send packages home. Two blocks down was East 14th Street, later named International Blvd, running the length of Oakland from downtown to San Leandro, with storefronts and signs that told the history of the city in different languages, foods, businesses and empty spaces– sequentially more Asian, Latin, or African American as you moved towards the southeast. Cars and buses crowded the streets; a few blocks away the BART screeched into the Fruitvale Station (yes, the same one that became the title of a movie years later). You wouldn’t know it, but close by, Sausal Creek flowed from the hills to the bay in culverts.
In any case, there was quite a distance between the busy daily life in the Fruitvale with its culverted creek and a rafting trip on a wild river in the mountains. It was outside the experience of most of the staff, but Nancy recruited about ten of us for the adventure, including the lab manager and several of her crew, medical assistants, physicians and midlevels. And so, in August of 1984, we crammed into our vehicles and hit I-5 through the Sacramento Valley heading north, through the Siskiyous, past Mount Shasta and ever further north until we almost reached the Oregon border.
She was right—we all had a great time. The Turtle River rafting company guides were competent and caring and really fun. We had paddle rafts—the guide would steer and the rest of us would have to dig in with our paddles, high side into waves, and in all cases heed the guide’s direction to avoid the dreaded wrap on a rock or capsizing into a hole. There was only one major rapid on the middle Klamath but we all pulled together and we all survived still happy. In the quiet sections, we could paddle inflatable kayaks. The guides made delicious food and we camped under the stars, watching streaks from the Perseid meteor shower fall through the dark sky. Even though the trip was only a short weekend, it felt much longer. We were miles away from Oakland, far from the stress of work and in one of those magic places where things seem to be as they were meant to be.
We piled back into our cars for the drive home, tired but in good spirits. South of Redding we decided to stop for a restroom break and to get something to eat, so I pulled into a T and A truck stop off an exit. Suddenly Catalina was in a mild panic. Were we really going to stop there? I said, sure, why not? Catalina came from a family that had worked in the fields in the Central Valley, and said, “We would never stop at a place like that—we might get beat up.” I was taken aback. It had never occurred to me that could be an issue. But I had not travelled the back roads of the Central Valley as she had, was not brown or a farmworker, and didn’t have to consider the prejudice as she did. It took a bit of convincing to get her out of the car, with assurances that we would protect her, but she did have her first truck stop meal. Soon, we piled back into the car together and headed south. It was late and there was still a long way to go..
Broken Ankle
Broken Ankle
I’m the type who tends to play it safe. In fact I can’t remember any really dangerous deeds done or risks taken.
Although I once jumped off an elevated deck thinking the drop down was shorter than it actually was. It resulted in a compound ankle fracture keeping me wheelchair bound and in a cast for 3 or 4 months. But that jump was probably more foolish and painful than dangerous.
However I once eloped, jumping into marriage with a guy I knew only a few months. That was a greater risk than that broken ankle jump, but thankfully less painful! (See New Leaf)
RetroFlash / 100 Words
– Dana Susan Lehrman