Library Cookies

Library Cookies

Catching myself with my hand in the cookie jar the other day I found myself smiling at a sweet memory.

I’ve written about my years as a high school librarian,  my colleague Ann,  and our boss Dorothy.  (See Dolly and Me at the DMV).

In the back of that school library was our large, shared office with three desks and a large cabinet that held book order files,  supplies,  and other library miscellany.

Now I confess although the students were strictly forbidden to eat or drink in the library,  we had a secret stash of snacks we kept in that office cabinet for ourselves and we replenished it regularly.   In fact rather then keep them on the shelf with our coffeepot,  we deliberately kept those snacks out of sight so we wouldn’t be tempted to indulge too often.

I remember one day we had closed the library so the three of us could work together on the annual book order.   We each were at our desk when Dolly got up,  walked across the room to the cabinet,  and then back to her desk munching on a cookie.   A few minutes passed and Ann got up,  made the trip to the cabinet,  and back to her desk.   And then me, and then Dolly again, and Ann again,  and then me again,  and us all in turn as if it had been choreographed,   until the book order was done – or perhaps until all the cookies were gone!

Postscript

For more about my years working in libraries see My Snowy Year in BuffaloMagazines for the Principal – for David ,The Great Jane Addams Library Flood,  The Diary of a Young Girl.  A Favor for the Coach,  The Parking Lot Seniority List,  Shelf List and Educator of the Year – Remembering Milton.

– Dana Susan Lehrman

Retrospect – I Survived The 1970s

 

Retrospect – I Survived The 1970s

By Kevin J. W. Driscoll (c) 2025

 

Part 1: October 1970

The other day, I swear, I could still smell the tear gas clinging to my denim jacket. It’s like a stubborn ex-girlfriend, that stuff – refuses to let go. And, of course, the ever-present aroma of patchouli, courtesy of my roommate, Brenda, who believes showering is a capitalist conspiracy and that scent honored the peoples of Vietnam. Honestly, sometimes I think the only thing holding the Boston anti-war movement together is the sheer volume of patchouli oil in the air.

Today’s protest was… well, let’s just say it was “spirited.” We marched from the Common to the State House, chanting slogans that were probably written by someone with a thesaurus and a serious caffeine addiction. “Hell no, we won’t go!” is catchy, but “End the imperialist aggression in Southeast Asia!”? A bit of a mouthful, especially when you’re trying to avoid a police baton.

Speaking of which, I swear one of those cops looked like my old high school gym teacher, Mr. Henderson. I half expected him to yell, “Ten laps, you peaceniks!” and blow his whistle. Maybe that’s the problem with revolutions – everyone involved went to high school together?

Brenda, naturally, was in her element. She’s got this knack for finding the most photogenic spot in any demonstration, usually right in front of the cops, yelling something about “the patriarchal oppression of the military-industrial complex.” I, on the other hand, spent most of the time trying to avoid stepping in a puddle of… well, let’s just say someone’s revolutionary fervor got the better of them there police horses.

Later, we ended up at a coffee shop in Harvard Square, debating the merits of the Chicago Seven trial over lukewarm lattes. Everyone had an opinion, of course. “Conspiracy to incite a riot!” someone declared. “More like a conspiracy to make Abbie Hoffman look good in a newsreel,” I muttered. Which, let’s be honest, he did.

The energy crisis is starting to bite, too. Gas lines are longer than the wait for a Grateful Dead concert ticket, and everyone’s suddenly an expert on fuel efficiency. My ’68 Beetle, bless its little German heart, is starting to feel like a luxury yacht. And don’t even get me started on the price of vinyl records. How am I supposed to protest the system when I can’t even afford the latest Dylan album?

Tonight, I’m listening to “Ohio” by Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young, and trying to ignore the fact that my jeans smell vaguely of tear gas and defeat. Maybe tomorrow will be different. Or maybe we’ll just march again, inhale more patchouli, and argue about the finer points of revolutionary theory. Either way, it’s the 70’s.

 

Part 2: August 1974 Watergate, Women and Wonder Bread

The news crackled through the tiny black and white television, Nixon’s face a mask of strained resignation. “I shall resign the Presidency effective at noon tomorrow.” Well, I’ll be darned. It finally happened. Watergate, that sprawling, messy drama, had reached its inevitable conclusion. It felt less like a triumphant moment and more like watching a particularly long and convoluted family based soap opera finally wrap up its season finale. (No, not “Who shot JR” – that was 1980).

Brenda, of course, was ecstatic. She immediately declared a “victory dance” in our living room, which mostly involved her spinning around to Carole King’s “It’s Too Late” while I tried to keep my beer from spilling. The air was thick with a strange mix of relief and… well, confusion. What now? The war was winding down, Nixon was gone, and yet, there was this lingering sense of unease. Like we’d won the battle, but the war was still being fought in the background.

The women’s liberation movement was in full swing, and it was fascinating to watch the world shift. Brenda, naturally, was at the forefront, organizing consciousness-raising groups and burning her bra (metaphorically, of course – she needed it for her patchouli-soaked wardrobe). I found myself caught in the middle, trying to figure out where I fit in this new landscape. One night, I found myself at a “women’s only” meeting, handing out flyers for Brenda. I was quickly told that my presence was “oppressive” and was asked to leave. I went to the local pub.

The energy crisis was still a daily reality. Gas lines were shorter, but the prices were astronomical. I started riding my bike everywhere, which, in Boston traffic, was a death-defying feat. I also discovered the joys of baking my own bread. Turns out, Wonder Bread is a lie. Real bread is dense and chewy, and it takes hours to make. It’s also a great way to work out your frustrations with the government.

Musically, things were changing. Disco was starting to creep in, and while I initially resisted, I have to admit, there’s something undeniably catchy about “Stayin’ Alive.” I still clung to my vinyl collection of Dylan, Neil Young, and Joni Mitchell, but I found myself occasionally tapping my foot to the Bee Gees. Don’t tell Brenda.

The lingering effects of the Chicago 7 trial were still being debated. It’s funny how a trial can become a cultural touchstone. I remember arguing with a guy in a bar about the meaning of it all. He called it a “kangaroo court,” I called it a “necessary spectacle.” We ended up agreeing to disagree, over a shared pitcher of Sam Adams.

Life in the 70s was a strange mix of idealism and cynicism, protest and disco, patchouli and tear gas. It was a time of questioning everything, of trying to find our place in a world that was constantly shifting. And while I wouldn’t trade those years for anything, I have to admit, I was looking forward to a time when I can afford gas and listen to my music without feeling guilty. And maybe, just maybe, a time when my jeans don’t smell like a riot.

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I Watched The First Moon Landing

 

Retrospect – I Watched The First Moon Landing

By Kevin J. W. Driscoll (c) 2025

My world was built on the foundations of science fiction, a landscape where imagination reigned supreme. Long before the grainy images of lunar dust and human footprints filled our television screens, I was navigating the vast, uncharted territories of the mind, guided by the literary stars of Asimov, Clarke, and Heinlein et al. Their words were my compass, their stories my constellations, mapping out a universe of endless possibilities.

I devoured tales of distant galaxies, sentient machines, and the courageous pioneers who dared to venture into the unknown. The pages of “Foundation,” “Childhood’s End,” and “Stranger in a Strange Land” were not just books; they were portals, transporting me beyond the confines of my urban existence.

The flickering glow of late-night television, a hypnotic dance of shadows and light, introduced me to the eerie landscapes of “The Twilight Zone” and the bold adventures of “Star Trek.” Rod Serling’s introspective monologues, the philosophical dilemmas posed by Captain Kirk and his crew, all fueled my fascination with the human condition and our place in the cosmic tapestry.

Space wasn’t just an abstract concept; it was a tangible frontier, a place where humanity’s dreams and fears could play out on a grand scale. Every episode, every story, every imagined encounter with the alien and the unknown, was a building block in my personal narrative, a narrative where humanity was destined to explore, to discover, to transcend.

By the summer of ’69, the anticipation was palpable. The promise of a moon landing, a real-life voyage into the realm of science fiction, hung in the air like a charged atmosphere. It wasn’t just a news event; it was a validation, a tangible manifestation of the dreams I’d nurtured for so long.

The Apollo program, with its sleek rockets and its meticulous calculations, felt like a real-life extension of the narratives I’d cherished. Star Trek had prepared me for this moment, had instilled in me a sense of wonder and a belief that the impossible was within reach.

The idea of humans walking on another celestial body, leaving their footprints on a world beyond our own, was both exhilarating and profoundly moving. It was a testament to our ingenuity, our courage, and our insatiable desire to explore the unknown. At nineteen, on the cusp of true adulthood, with a mind brimming with stardust and a heart filled with the echoes of countless science fiction adventures, I was ready to witness not just a historical event, but a personal dream come true. I was ready to see the pages of my imagination come to life.

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The static hissed, a crackling counterpoint to the breathless anticipation. I was nineteen years old, and the world felt like it was holding its breath with me. Black and white flickered on the small screen, a grainy, ethereal ballet. My bedroom, usually a chaotic mess of textbooks and crumpled papers, was transformed into a silent, reverent chapel.

Star Trek had primed me, of course. Captain Kirk and Spock, their adventures a weekly ritual, had made the vastness of space seem almost…familiar. But this wasn’t fiction. This was real. This was us.

The countdown, a rhythmic drumbeat in my chest, echoed the tension that filled the air. “Ten…nine…eight…” Each number was a step into the unknown, a leap of faith for all of humanity. I watched, transfixed, as the lunar module, spindly and delicate, separated from the command module. It looked so fragile, a tiny insect against the inky blackness.

My mind raced. Nineteen. That age, where everything feels possible, where you’re on the cusp of adulthood, trying to figure out your place in the universe. And here, on this tiny screen, was a tangible answer. We belonged in the universe. We were capable of reaching beyond our own blue sphere.

The first step. That fuzzy, iconic image. Neil Armstrong’s boot, leaving an indelible mark on the lunar dust. It was more than just a footprint. It was a symbol. A symbol of courage, of ingenuity, of the boundless potential of the human spirit. I felt a surge of something akin to religious fervor. Not for any deity, but for humanity itself.

The silence that followed was profound. Not just the silence on the moon, but the silence in my own heart. It was a moment of pure, unadulterated awe. We had done it. We had touched the face of the moon. And in that moment, I knew, deep down, that anything was possible.

The days after the landing were a blur of news reports, discussions, and a strange sense of…what? Disappointment? No, not exactly. More like a quiet, lingering wonder that had nowhere to go. The world didn’t change overnight. The Vietnam War raged on, social unrest simmered, and the everyday struggles of life continued. But something had shifted.

The moon landing wasn’t just a technological achievement; it was a psychological one. It expanded our horizons, both literally and metaphorically. It made the impossible seem attainable. It planted a seed of hope, a belief that we could overcome any challenge, no matter how daunting.

I remember staring up at the moon that night, a sliver of silver in the vast darkness. It was no longer just a distant, romantic symbol. It was a place, a tangible destination. A place where humans had walked, breathed, and left their mark.

The experience resonated with my own sense of being on the cusp of something. Nineteen is a liminal space, a transition. Just like the lunar module separating from the command module, I felt like I was separating from the familiar, venturing into the unknown.

The moon landing was a collective experience, a shared moment of wonder. But it was also deeply personal. It made me question my own place in the universe, my own potential. What could I achieve? What could we achieve?

The echoes of that first step on the moon still reverberate. They remind us that we are capable of extraordinary things when we dare to dream, when we dare to reach for the stars. It was a moment that shaped my generation, and a moment that continues to inspire us to look beyond the horizon, to explore the vast unknown, and to believe in the boundless potential of the human spirit. And as a 19year old, it made me feel like I was a part of something truly grand, something that would forever alter the course of history.

 

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